Thursday, April 7, 2016

April 7th, 2016

Hello my love,

I am currently sitting on the couch with you. Being especially sneaky lately, look at me go! I couldn't even give you any words to tell you how much it meant to me that you sneakily wrote me your thoughts over a month that I'm challenging myself to write you (nearly) everyday until our second anniversary. (may all the gods be with me)

Today was a weird day for me. I feel like I've been having a lot of days that are roller coasters, really bad things happening and then really good things happening. Today a man overdosed in front of Old Navy.. Its a weird thing to be from New Hampshire lately... I know that you always make fun of NH, but I wish you could see it the way that I saw it. New Hampshire was the first love of my life. Now New Hampshire is full of heroin and cows.

I had my second therapy appointment today. Thank you for being so incredibly supportive of me going back to therapy. Thank you for letting me make the call and not pushing me to do so.

You are currently a bit sickly, Bub. You get extra stubborn when you're sick. Your pouty face is looking at me.

So essentially.

Welcome to this, your super secret blog to be filled with love and memories and everything we go through this year. I will do my best to not go back and edit, even though it goes against everything I've been taught.

I am the luckiest.
M

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