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Hey baby!

You have been really stressed out about work lately. I wish I could do something to help because you get so stressed out and I feel bad. I know that it sucks so much that they expect you to do so only so much in such a little time frame. I wish that I could help make it not so horrible or be able to take something off of your work plate.

This weekend you're going to Buffalo with out me to clean out your old room and go through your old stuff. I wish I could explain in a better way how much I would want to go with you. I know that my reaction when I saw the picture in your old apartment of Amanda with your family really impacted you. I wish I could understand how to explain it to you better than it's different for you to have something in New Hampshire versus something that's hidden in your bedroom in Buffalo.

When I was cleaning out my old bedroom I found so many things and reminders of experiences and artifacts of things that I've never even thought to tell you about. I want to know everything about you I want to know how you got to me. I know it's weird to hear from me but I really do want to know about the path that you took to get to me, and I know a big part of that is who you have been with romantically or just physically.

I just want to be able to see like a little baby awkward Kevin. I want to see horrible chess club pictures and learn about different stories and hear about your experiences for things. I'm sorry I didn't tell you that I have changed my mind earlier. The way that you had talked about it made me think that you didn't want me to go. It was never a question of if I wanted to it was more of a statement of "you're going to hate your life."

I really do hope that you read this and reminisce on how much of a fun time you had while you were in Buffalo.

I love you so much baby.

Xoxo
M